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Sunday, September 14, 2025

DTWXOX_XXXII-MOTHANDRUST_INDRID COLD_[DESPISE_THE_WORLD_XOX 32ND AFFAIR]


DTWXOX_XXXII-MOTHANDRUST_CHILDERN-OF-POETS-&-COPS_[DESPISE_THE_WORLD_XOX-32ND_AFFAIR] 



DESPISE_THE_WORLD_XOX-32ND AFFAIR
MOTHANDRUST_MOTHFATE

RECORDED ON KYOCERA FLIP-PHONE AND MIXED EARLY-LATE AUGUST-EARLY SEPTEMBER 2025
INSTRUMENTS: ELECTRIC GUITAR, MICROKORG, TD-3A, CASIO, PAN FLUTE, FREE ONLINE DRUM MACHINE, TAMBOURINE, MAGNET, COFFEE CAN, CHURCH BELL, METAL GUITAR PIC FROM CAR, 45" TURN TABLE

ALBUM COVER: ELEPHANT HAWK MOTH (FEMALE) 
with PURSED LIPS WOJAK MEME GIRL (images reserved)

CONTAINS EXERTS OF ROYAL TRUX - DRIVING IN THAT CAR (WITH THE EAGLE ON THE HOOD)

SAMPLES:
EVERYTHING BUT THE GIRL- WRONG (DEEP DISH REMIX EDIT)
SKINNY PUPPY - ADDICTION
STARGATE MOVIE
SUN WORSHIP CS
OJ BLENDER INSTRUCTIONS CS
NEWS REPORT ON GANGSTALKING YT CLIP
THE NEW ADVENTURES OF ROBIN HOOD









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/TRACKLISTING/

OPPOSITES ATTRACT

DRIVING IN THAT CAR (BLAZING JESUS ON THE HOOD)

/MOTHMANDRUST_BEAT 1

SUBURBIA ROUND THE LAKE

INDRID COLD

HIDDEN TRACK





[LYRICS]: 

OPPOSITES ATTRACT

YOU CAN BE WHITE 
I'LL BE BLACK
I CAN BE THE FRONT
AND YOU CAN BE THE BACK
I'LL BE NEGATIVE
AND YOU'LL BE POSITIVE 
OPPOSITES ATTRACT
I'LL BE THE TRAIN
YOU THE RAILROAD TRACKS
YOU CAN BE THE THUMB
AND I'LL BE THE TACKS
I'LL BE THE CHAOS
WHILE YOU'LL BE THE TASK
OPPOSITES ATTRACT
I'M NIGHT 
YOU'RE DAY
YOU'RE THE VAPOR
AND I'M THE RAY
HEY HEY HEY
I'M THE NOTHING
YOU COULD BE THE PAY
OPPOSITES ATTRACT



DRIVING IN THAT CAR (BLAZING JESUS ON THE HOOD)
DRIVING DOWN WITH JESUS ON THE HOOD
SHE'S DANCING TO I FEEL SO GOOD, SO GOOD
SO GOOD
CRANK UP THE VOLUME, REMOVE THE SUNROOF
CRANK UP THE VOLUME,
AND KICK OFF YOUR SKIRT, 
TAKE OFF YOUR SKIRT
(START AGAIN)
BLAZING DOWN WITH JESUS ON THE HOOD,
JESUS SAID,
I SAID,
SHE SAID,
AND I FEEL LIKE DANCING TO I FEEL SO GOOD,
SPACEMAN IN THE DRIVERS SEAT FEELING LIKE SUPERMAN,
TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT,
PARK ALONGSIDE AND TAKE OFF YOUR SKIRT,
DRIVING HARD WITH JESUS ON THE HOOD,
SHE'S DANCING TO I FEEL SO GOOD, 
TAKE OFF YOUR ARTICLE OF CLOTHING AND
KICK OFF YOUR SKIRT
DRIVING DOWN THE HOOD
I FEEL SO GOOD
SHE SAID, I'M DANCING
I SAID, IT'S ALRIGHT
ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT

TIME TIME TIME
WHY CAN'T YOU RELAX
ONE LIFE SPENT
WHY IS YOU COMPLAINING
TIME TIME TIME
WHY CAN'T YOU RELAX

(LYRICS ARE DEBATABLE???)

SUBURBIAN TRASH/DARKSIDE OF SUBURBIA BOHEMIAN RHAPOSDY BLUES YEAH YEAH
YAH YAH YAH
I WAS DRIVING CRISS CROSS TOWNS,
IN THAT PAINTED TOYOTA, YAH YAH
LOOKING FOR A FACE, huh, I AIN'T EVER SEEN BEFORE
NOT FULL
SHE WOULD ASK ME A QUESTION IN THE CORNER (i'll tell you no lies)
I COULDN'T SAY WITH GRACE THE PLACE,
SUNRISE, SUNSET
NIGHT TIME, I COULD TELL YA WHERE WITHOUT A CLOCK
SUN DOWN UNDER THE STREET, A ROCK, HUH AND SHADOW, TITS UP
tik-tok
WE WAS DAYS THUMBTACKED ON THE HARD PAINT, THE HARD PAINT
HARD MUNDANE, STRANDED OF CROOKED LAND, STRANDS OF CROOKED HAIR STRAINS
ON THE CARPET, LOOK SEE
YEAH YEAH YEAH
SEE THIS DUDE DONE DREW SOMETHING AWEFUL ON IT
see
(WHERE AM I AT,) YAH YAH YAH
KEPT THE WINDOWS DOWN BOXING IN PATTERN IN THE PARKING LOT
THERE'S A WHITE BUICK WITH THE TRUNK OPENED,
jimmy HANDS HIS GUY THIS PACKAGE MANIALLA ENEVOLOPE 
IN NO MAN'S LAND (xox)
JIMMY WHAT YOU GOT IN YOUR HAND,
CAN SEE THE SIKE FOG FROM HIS HAND, MEANTIME MEANWHILE
BACK IN TOWN, WHERE LOCALS PLAN, AND THEIR MOTHERS
HORDE CRACKED SMILES ON THE SPOT, PARADE ON WAITING
iN tHEY TINY GOLF CARTS, BEEP BEEP
THAT RIVER THERE GOT ALL THE MOSQUITOS 
(??????)
BIT MY ARM UP AWE THOSE MOSQUITOS DAMNITT
SUSIE SERVES MOITIJOS 
I'LL TAKE TWO
ONE FOR MY FRIEND OVER THERE
HE DON'T LIKE THE SALT ON IT, HOLD THE LIME
HOLD THE LINE HOLD THE LINE
AND KICK
HE HASN'T SEEN HIS WIFE IN 17 YEARS
That's LACE DENZEL DRO? URINATING IN A BOTTLE OF VODKA
DO IT LIKE THIS DO IT LIKE THIS
PUTS HAIRS ON YR CHEST, SUPERBITCH IN THE MEXICAN
SUPERMARKET. KA-MAL SLEEPS BY THE CARDBOARD AND GLASS TABLES
GETTING FAT AT THE BARBER SHOP
HEY I LIKE YR STYLE HE SAID
BUT YR SLOWING DOWN SPEED BOP LIKE YR MELTING INTO
THE PRIVACY OF YOUR OWN NAME
YOU GOT SOME ELECTRONIC JUNK STUFF, MAYBE YOU SHOULD
SELL IT
PONYTAIL TELLS DOVE I'M DONE WITH IT ALL
ALL THESE GODAMN SKIN CELLS, TAKES SEVEN YEARS FOR THEM SKIN CELLS TO DIE
THE SUMMER MYSTIC BEATS ON LIKE AN EYE IN A HAND
SHE'S NEW TO THE TAROT
SHE'S THE RESIDENT, SAID
NEVER ONE HOT IOTA THE PRECEDENT, PRESIDENT AMERICA
DENNIS EMERGED FROM THE SWAMP
WITH HIS NEW FLAME
HIS BRAKES ARE A NO GO HE ROLLS FROM PLACE TO PLACE
DENNIS DUMPED FAST FOOD AND NEEDLES IN MY TRASH CAN
WAKING ME UP AT 4AM
I WAS LIVING UNDER WATER 
BORN UNDER A BAD SIGN HOOKED ON A FEELING
SHE WAS ARM WRESTLING MY TONGUE AT THE 7/11
SHE LIKED MY 5 FINGER DIS-SKATE 8 APPROACH
TAKE HER KIT KATS AND RESSES PIECES
HUMMERS, BEERS, AND BASKETBALL, JERSEY, NO JERSEY
DRACULA FINGER POINTING AT NOSFERATU
JAMMED UP
I'M STANDING THERE WITH THE EMO HAIRCUT
REMOVE COMTROL SPUN ON HIDDEN LOAM
SO MANY DEPOSITS THE WITHDRAWALS 
SO REAL YA'LL YAH YAH YAH SPED SHOT ROCK
SPEED OF LIFE ???? I WAS LISTENING INTENTIVELY TO 
MASS PRODUCTION 



INDRID COLD
CHILDREN OF COPS
I AND I
THERE'S SO MANY PERFORMERS
THAT HAVE GREAT SKILL TO THIS
AN ELEMENT TO PROCLAIM ITS SOUL, AND I 
I AM NOT ONE, I AM NOT ONE OF THEM
   I AM SO FAR TO IMAGINE  
THE CRAFT EXCHANGING MONEY AND YET THE HEART GOES THIS
BORNE FEET FIRST, JUMP INTO PART TIME, PART-TIME, PART THE TIME
FIRST UNDER THE SUN, LA LA LA,
CHA CHA CHA
I'M DONE

FUNTIME, THE FUNTIME, THE FUNTIME, PARTING TIME
IFICAN'TISNOTAOPTION 
WHENIWILLISNOTASUGGESTION
THE AIR I BREATHE, PASSION, I'M SO FAR YET I IMAGINE
RAISED BY THESPIANS,
RAISED BY,
RAISED BY POETS, RAISED BY COPS
MEETING IN A JAIL CELL
ARRESTING CLOWNS
NORMAL TO LIVE
IN A STRANGE TOWN ????
??????
INDRID COLD

(*howl of the Elephant Hawk Moth)
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Sunday, June 29, 2025

DTWXOX_XXXI__0C 4_EXTREMOPHILEÏŸ_(DESPISE_TH...

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RECORDED & MIXED AT TECHN0IRE STUDIOS JUNE 26, 2025
RECORDED WITH KYOCERA FLIP PHONE

GEAR: FM 3 CHANNEL WIRELESS INTERCOM, KORG MICROKORG, CASIOTONE CT-360, TD-3A, EPIPHONE GIBSON, TOYGUN, BEHRINGER AMP, SPIDER II LINE 6 AMP, SHURE MIC, AI VOICE GENERATOR, KAROAKE MACHINE, EUROPOWER PMH1000 MIXER, FLUTE, METAL KNUCKLE GUITAR PICK, COPPER WIRE COIL STRAND, MAGNETS
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/TRACKS/
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/xxx[TRANSIENTxENERGYxSIGNATURE]xxx/
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//xxxACTxCASUALxANDxNOBODYxNOTxNOONExGETSxHURTxxx//
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///xxxDOOMSCROLLERxxx///
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////xxxEXTREMOPHILEÏŸxxx////
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/////xxxABUSINGxNOISExCANCELLATIONxxx/////
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RUNTIME: 12:28
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ACT CASUAL AND NOBODY NOT NOONE GETS HURT

DESPISE WORLD
(SHA-SHANKS)
THEY BEAT YOU
YOU'RE BEING 
SO CASUAL ABOUT IT
DO IT SURPRISE ME DUAL LAY
LIFE YAWN DARN OH HELL JAR
YOU TRY 4ESCAPE
OH DARN OH DARN OH DARN 
FOR THE LIFE OF THIS
(SHA-SHANKS)
DARN
U YEAH U BELIEVE IN LUCK
GOD HELP YOU
THE AGE THEY SAY 
"I'LL CALL IT A DAY"
THE FLING-SHANG-LA-RI IS YOU'RE WILD POACHED 
CHAT GPT, OH GOD HELP ME
LAY US PASTURES GREENER
BE NICE AI LAYLAMB RAWR
YOU'RE GONNA TELL ALL YOUR SECRETS TILL THERE ARE N0NE
HAVING A SLEEP UP PAST BEDTHYME
FA-LA-LA
(SHA-SHANKS)
WEARESO___LUCKEDOUT MANYSUCHCASES
(SHA-SHANKS)
IS THIS THE END MY FRIENDS
OH NO T0DAY RAW AS RAWR COMES
RAW IS RAW


THE DOOMSCROLLER
THIS ONE IS CALLED THE DOOM
THE DOOMSCROLLER
A HARDCORE MENCSH IN TANK TOP SURF THE CROWD
DIE SURF WAVE OVER TOP OF YOU
THE REPLY LOUD AS THE DISRESPECT
(HEARING VOICES)
DOOMSCROLLING
DOOMSCROLLING DOOMER 
DEATH DEATH DIE DIE DIE LIFE LIFE LIFE A LIE
SURF MANY WAVES BROS
WHO LOOKS FROM A WWWINDOW AT THESE WAVES
THE BIGGEST ONE YET TO COME
(HEARING VOICES IN THEIR HEADS)
BEHEAD, CHOP, ROUNDHOUSE
(WHATEVER YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT)

ABUSING NOISE CANCELLATION
THIS ONE IS CALLED__ FILLS A STADIUM YEAH
SHE IS SOMEWHERE ON THE CHAIN IN A TRAIN
SHE IS ACTING I CAN TELL
SHE IS ACTING SHE DOES IT SO WELL
ABUSING NOISE CANCELLATION
HEAR
HOW IMPORTANT IS IT 2 U
THESE SOUNDS UP AGAINST EACH OTHER
A STADIUM OF____WROT FRUIT REFRESHING
ALL I MAKE OF IT
ABUSING NOISE CANCELLATION
SHE IS SOMEWHERE IN THE CHAIN
I KNOW THIS FROM HER TONE THE EXPRESSION





EVIDENCE CONTRARY TO NEGATIVE CORE BELIEF

I TRY SO I DECIPHER
BIZARRE 
W'S IN THE CHAT
THE MAKESHIFT 
OVERTON WINDOW, AH
PORTAL CREATED
FORE YOU SPACIAL & SPECIALLY 
I TRY I TRY I TRY
STORYTIME TOLD
I DIE AND DIE, 
DUCK
BEHEADED ALL THE LUCK
(SWIPE SWIPE)

AND IT'S UP 
OI OI OI
AND IT'S UP 
OI OI OI
THE ATTACK THE ATTACK
AND IT'S UP 
OI OI OI
THE DEFENSE THE DEFENSE
COME LET'S GO DO IT PAPER SHREDDER
AND IT'S TOO LATE, TOO LATE
AND IT'S UP
IT'S UP


Monday, June 16, 2025

DTWXOX_INLOVS [DESPISE THE WORLD XOX]




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INSTRUMENTS: TD-3 AM, MICROKORG, ELECTRIC GUITAR, POWER DRILL, 2 CASIOS, BROKEN TINY BLUE FAN, ONLINE FREE DRUM MACHINE, SHAKER, SHARPIE
SAMPLES: TERMINATOR (1984) FILM, CAT'S EYE TV SHOW THEME, ARCHIE CARTOON "VERONICA WALK", AND LES KANGOO CARTOON. HAWAIIAN SUPER SOUNDS CASSETTE, FM RADIO LYRICAL EXERTS: *NIN - CLOSER & *IGGY POP NIGHTCLUBBING
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/TRACKLIST/

01. INTROXOX
02. SUICIDE PRIDE/CATS EYE
03. TIFFANY
04. ROMANS
05. SETTING FIRE TO YR SOX
06. "VERONICA WALK"
07. THERAPY
08. TECHNOIR 
09. MAKE-UP
10. LAUGHING FALCON
11. BETTY'S IDEA
12. **COUNTRY CLUB
13. INLOVS 

RUNTIME: 23:58



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LYRICS:

SUICIDE PRIDE/CATS EYE

IT'S SUICIDE TO LIVE ON PRIDE
DON'T ASK ME HOW 
DON'T ASK ME WHY
TO, 2
KNOW WHEN IT'S TIME
THEY SLIDE BUMP AND GLIDE
CHIP ON THEIR SHOULDERS, SOVL
SIMPLE PLAIN LOOK AT HOW THEY FLY
I-I'M IN THE ART 
THOU ART AUTOBAHN, 
CRUISE CONTROL
RIDE INTO THE SUN
DRINK DEEP TO THE DAWN
THE INTERLOCUTOR CAME BY FOR QUESTIONING
THEY LOOKED AT THE WORLD 
AND KNEW A SONOROUS WORD SPOKE
THEY DID AND DO WHAT IS TOLD
THE ISSUE LEFT, 
LEAF-LET WAS PACKAGED IN A FOLD
THEY DO AND DID WHAT WAS TOLD
_I-I AM THE GENETIC CHIP
THIS IS THE MICROCOSM
LET ME SHOW YOU THIS
LEMME SHOW YOU THE LIVING ORGANISM
DID IT DID IT DID IT CLICK, 
YET
IT'S SUICIDE TO LIVE IN PRIDE
DON'T ASK ME HOW, DON'T ASK ME JUST YET


ROMANS

I LIVE WITH THE ROMANS
I LIVE AMONGST THE CHRISTIANS
I LIVE AMONGST THE SATANISTS
I LIVE AMONGST THE ATHEISTS
I LIVE AMONGST THE
THE ARTISTS
THE INTERNET
THE INFLUENCERS
NEW JERSEY
SABRINA CARTER
IT'S SABRINA CARPENTER YEAH
THE INCELS, FEMCELS,
MOIDS, FOIDS, VOIDS, ZOIDS
ZOINKS
INLOVS


SETTING FIRE TO YR SOX

CASTING A THIEVISH GLANCE
FROM AND BY A WINDOW
CLOSING AND OPENING, 
A POP-UP SHOW
I'VE RUN OUT OF FINGERS AND TOES
TO COUNT ALL THE BIRTHDAYS I'VE SPENT ALONE
NOBODY CARES SO HOLD IN YR TEARS,
BUT DON'T CRY FOR ME, ARGENTINIA 
WELL ENOUGH TO LEAVE THIS ONE ALONE, HUH
ALONE, FACE-2-FACE, SPEAKS 2 U, YEAH
AND YET IT ISN'T SO-EH
CLIMB A MOUNTAIN WHISPER INTO A TREE, YEAH
SECRETS NOT EVEN THE PHONE KNOWS, HUH
HERE I'M THINKING IT WAS SO OBVIOUS, DUH
CRISS-CROSSING DIMENSIONS SCATTERING RAINDROPS
UNDER UMBRELLA, STILL WET, KNOCK OFF YR SOX
WHILE THEY'RE DAMP, I'M STILL GONNA SEX,
SETTING FIRE TO YR SOX,
I TRIED BUT ALL I EVER KNEW
WAS HOW TO BE
ALONE IN THIS BOX
THROUGH IT ALL I'M PRETTY FUCKING POSITIVE
THAT THIS IS THE WAY
2 GET THRU 2 U
SETTING FIRE TO YR SOX


THERAPY

SIT ON MY COUCH PUT YOUR FEET UP 
AND SIT ON MY COUCH 
REST YOUR HEAD
CLOSE YOUR EYES XOX
TELL ME EVERYTHING THAT IS ON YOUR MIND
SHE NEVER TOLD ME SHE WAS INTO THE-RAPY
SHE NEVER TOLD ME SHE WAS INTO THE-RAPY
SHE'S GOT A THE-RAPIST
Hmmmm-Hmmm-UH-HUH-YEAH
WE'RE ON THE CLOCK
SHOW UP ON TIME  HUH GIMMEE YOUR MONEY OK
CLICK WE ARE ON THE CLOCK
AGAIN HAVE A REST ON THE COUCH PUT YOUR FEET UP 
REST YOUR HEAD ON A PILLOW AND TELL ME 
EVERYTHING I'M GOING TO LISTEN

SHE HAS A THE_RAPY, RAPE-AH-REE, RAPIERE, THE RAPE THE RAPE THERPAY
THE RAPEY 
THERPY 

LAUGHING FALCON

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COUNTRY CLUB

LET'S GO TO THE COUNTRY CLUB
I GOT NO MEMBERSHIP,
BUT THE GOLF COURSE IS SO BIG THAT
SECURITY CAN'T FIND ME
WITH ALL THEIR SPOTLIGHTS BREAKING DAYLIGHT
I GO TO THE COUNTRY CLUB FOR SILENCE
AND WHEN IT'S DARK, PEOPLE CALL IT QUITS
TV DINNERS WATCHING SOMEONE TAKE THE PISS
I AIN'T GOT NO MEMBERSHIP THERE AT THE COUNTRY CLUB
BUT IF YOU GOT THE TIME, I WOULD LOVE TO SHOW YOU
ALL THE BEST HIDDEN SPOTS
EVERYONE IS A MEMBER REMEMBER EVERYONE IS A MEMBER
EVERYONE IS A MEMBER BUT ME
I'M A MEMBER WHEN IT'S CLOSING TIME
I'M NOT CLUBBING WE'RE NOT CLUBBING
I WANNA FUCK YOU LIKE AN ANIMAL
I WANNA FEEL YOUR INSIDES
ROUGH ON THE GULF COURSE
I WANNA BOINK YOU LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW
I NEED ALL YR PAIN AND ALL YR SORROW
I WANNA ROMANTICALLY FUCK YOU LIKE AN ANIMAL
IT-IT
INLOV





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Monday, May 12, 2025

DTWXOX_[DESPISE-THE-WORLD-XOX_28TH] "VIBGYOR ETERNITY BEYOND ROOM & R U N E" (*FULL ALBUM*)


DTWXOX_WHITE LIGHT BEYOND THE ETERNITY OF A WINDOW/ROOM (28TH)
(*FULL ALBUM*)
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/RECORDED ON KYOCERA FLIP-PHONE AND MIXED DURING MAY 2025/
/INSTRUMENTS/
/MAGNET, ELECTRIC-GUITAR, FLUTE, ONLINE DRUM MACHINE, TD-3 A BASS SYNTH, MICROKORG, CASIO, SCISSORS, CHURCH BELL, PANASONIC CD PLAYER, VINYL 45'S SCRATCHED ON SUITCASE TURNTABLE, AM/FM RADIO, NOTEBOOK, LAPTOP, THE AIR, COFFEE CANS, BLOCKS OF WOOD, SHAKER / 
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/SAMPLES/
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CaPn'Jazz - "IN THE CLEAR" CD 
DEAD OR ALIVE - "MISTY CIRCLES" 7"
EXERT FROM RICHARD WAGNER - DAS RHEINGOLD - KARL BOHM CD
INLAND EMPIRE DVD
FAMOUS INTERVIEW ON BUILDING A TIME MACHINE (YOUTUBE)
CRYSTAL GAYLE - "READY FOR THE TIMES TO GET BETTER" (ART BELL MIDNIGHT IN THE DESERT, YOUTUBE)
SYLVIA PLATH READING HER POEM "STOPPED DEAD" (YOUTUBE)
RANDOM FM RADIO BROADCASTS
THE BOB CREWE GENERATION - "GIRLS ON THE ROCKS "
RADIO BROADCAST PLAY FROM LATE 50'S CS
THE DRIFTERS - "OH MY LOVE" 7"
SOUNDS OF HAWAII CS
PAULA ABDUL - "STRAIGHT UP" 7"



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/TRACKLIST MOVEMENTS/
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/ FORMULA IN ETERNITY OF CHAOS /
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// (tfw) END-OF-THE-WORLD DREAM //
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/// THE WHITE LIGHT BEYOND (VIBGYOR) ///
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//// SOUNDPROOF THE ROOM/RUNE (INTERMISSION) ////
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///// C O L D - W A V E - L U V /////
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////// CALLING THE WHITE LIGHT (VIBGYOR) RETURNING //////
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/////// TWO PEOPLE IN A ROOM ///////
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/LYRICS/

                           APOCALYPSE DREAM
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
The room was busy it was moving, claustrophobic, so busy
I was in bed, 
And I can't recall,
If there was a lady beside me,
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
Her hair was rustled on my shoulder?
I looked out the screen window, through a narrow doorway-
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
There! Was a reflection, couldn't tell if it 
was it inside or outside or inside,
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
A bright red-giant,
Bold crash of lightning 
Straight down the middle
Coming from an black abyss sea,
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
IN The reflecting screen, like-
A tiny Cathode TV Ray
...one of those old models MAYBE from like the 50's, idk
The shine of the display,
Red dawn golden medium,
Then static fizzing-ssss-buzzzing-fizzing,
Was It a dream? It was a dream

She did GET the dream logic.

LIGHT
OH HOW I CAN MAKE IT-OW HOW IT BLINDED THEIR EYES
(*BELL CLANG*)
THE WHITE LIGHT

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*COLD-WAVE-LUV (46/69 LOVE POEMS)
Poem By John Lenmesin 

plaisir d’amour
i feel it through my clothes
long bone nose
anywhere the wind chill goes
smells like a program
i suppose

Belle, tis beat’s locked up in my castle
polyrhythmic drums cymbals
toroidal fields like pebbles skip to synths
rays in unison cold wave luv

cray the ripples, i hear the lake,
zonal flash sets the sun as crows murder in silence
the statues are not the same
a new desire, anew flame, the sensation’s
up to our black turtlenecks (*thumb snaps*)
faces spaced in fascinations
wading was slow, glass reflects
the lake was so loud,
wasn’t it, 
still as a cold wave, luv

i’m, i luv Asylum Party,
was i here really,
the solitude is in the leaves, memory’s potion
the bright side slides into motion,
an attitude thrills, steals, and kills
on a cold wave, luv

i’m, i like the bass
webs together the frame
it is like a dive deep with the voice
of any given name
band the leaves still of waves, refrain
ban the leaves still of waves
refrain, t’was a cold wave luv, refrain
i'm, felt like i killed the grace
cold wave luv
cold wave luv
cold wave luv

*POEM COLD WAVE LUV (originally appeared @):
https://allpoetry.com/poem/14151257-46.-cold-wave--46-69-Love-Poems--by-John-Lenmesin/
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"TWO PEOPLE IN A ROOM"
Living in a room, 
Sharing a room together
JUST US,
Sharing the same place
Simaltaneously located to-gether,
Vocalization
The dialogue, you know
NOT EVEN MOVING EACH OTHERS OUR MOUTHS NOT MOVING, ya know
PSYCHIC talks-
Aware of discursive thought
A room with two people,
A room to people,
Two people in a room,
Two people moving in a room,
Two people who by solitude-
Two people who by attitude-
(Too Two To Divine/Divide/Divine)
Two people in a room,
Being each others MYST-
The Mysteries of two people in a room,
To People In A Room
Two People In A Room

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