Sunday, June 29, 2025

DTWXOX_XXXI__0C 4_EXTREMOPHILEϟ_(DESPISE_TH...

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RECORDED & MIXED AT TECHN0IRE STUDIOS JUNE 26, 2025
RECORDED WITH KYOCERA FLIP PHONE

GEAR: FM 3 CHANNEL WIRELESS INTERCOM, KORG MICROKORG, CASIOTONE CT-360, TD-3A, EPIPHONE GIBSON, TOYGUN, BEHRINGER AMP, SPIDER II LINE 6 AMP, SHURE MIC, AI VOICE GENERATOR, KAROAKE MACHINE, EUROPOWER PMH1000 MIXER, FLUTE, METAL KNUCKLE GUITAR PICK, COPPER WIRE COIL STRAND, MAGNETS
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RUNTIME: 12:28
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ACT CASUAL AND NOBODY NOT NOONE GETS HURT

DESPISE WORLD
(SHA-SHANKS)
THEY BEAT YOU
YOU'RE BEING 
SO CASUAL ABOUT IT
DO IT SURPRISE ME DUAL LAY
LIFE YAWN DARN OH HELL JAR
YOU TRY 4 le ESCAPE
OH DARN OH DARN OH DARN 
FOR THE LIFE OF THIS
(SHA-SHANKS)
DARN
U YEAH U BELIEVE IN LUCK
GOD HELP YOU
THE AGE THEY SAY 
"I'LL CALL IT A DAY"
THE FLING-LA-RAH-SHANG-LA-RI IS YOU'RE WILD POACHED 
CHAT GPT, OH GOD HELP ME
LAY US PASTURES GREENER
BE NICE AI LAYLAMB RAWR
YOU'RE GONNA TELL ALL YOUR SECRETS TILL THERE ARE N0NE
HAVING A SLEEP UP PAST BEDTHYME
FA-LA-LA
(SHA-SHANKS)
WEARESO___LUCKEDOUT MANYSUCHCASES
(SHA-SHANKS)
IS THIS THE END MY FRIENDS
OH NO T0DAY RAW AS RAWR COMES
RAW IS RAW


THE DOOMSCROLLER
THIS ONE IS CALLED THE DOOM
THE DOOMSCROLLER
A HARDCORE MENCSH IN TANK TOP SURF THE CROWD
DIE SURF WAVE OVER TOP OF YOU
THE REPLY LOUD AS THE DISRESPECT
(HEARING VOICES)
DOOMSCROLLING
DOOMSCROLLING DOOMER 
DEATH DEATH DIE DIE DIE LIFE LIFE LIFE A LIE
SURF MANY WAVES BROS
WHO LOOKS FROM A WWWINDOW AT THESE WAVES
THE BIGGEST ONE YET TO COME
(HEARING VOICES IN THEIR HEADS)
BEHEAD, CHOP, ROUNDHOUSE
(WHATEVER YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT)

ABUSING NOISE CANCELLATION
THIS ONE IS CALLED ODD FILLS A STADIUM YEAH
SHE IS SOMEWHERE ON THE CHAIN IN A TRAIN
SHE IS ACTING I CAN TELL
SHE IS ACTING SHE DOES IT SO WELL
ABUSING NOISE CANCELLATION
HEAR
HOW IMPORTANT IS IT 2 U
THESE SOUNDS UP AGAINST EACH OTHER
A STADIUM OF PLAYERS WITH ROT FRUIT REFRESHING
ALL I MAKE OF IT
ABUSING NOISE CANCELLATION
SHE IS SOMEWHERE IN THE CHAIN
I KNOW THIS FROM HER TONE THIS EXPRESSION





EVIDENCE CONTRARY TO NEGATIVE CORE BELIEF

I TRY SO I DECIPHER
BIZARRE 
W'S IN THE CHAT
THE MAKESHIFT 
OVERTON WINDOW, AH
PORTAL CREATED
FORE YOU SPACIAL & SPECIALLY 
I TRY I TRY I TRY
STORYTIME TOLD
I DIE AND DIE, 
DUCK
BEHEADED ALL THE LUCK
(SWIPE SWIPE)

AND IT'S UP 
OI OI OI
AND IT'S UP 
OI OI OI
THE ATTACK THE ATTACK
AND IT'S UP 
OI OI OI
THE DEFENSE THE DEFENSE
COME LET'S GO BEFORE THEY TEAR UP THE PAPERS
AND IT'S TOO LATE, TOO LATE
AND IT'S UP
IT'S UP


Monday, June 16, 2025

DTWXOX_INLOVS [DESPISE THE WORLD XOX]




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INSTRUMENTS: TD-3 AM, MICROKORG, ELECTRIC GUITAR, POWER DRILL, 2 CASIOS, BROKEN TINY BLUE FAN, ONLINE FREE DRUM MACHINE, SHAKER, SHARPIE
SAMPLES: TERMINATOR (1984) FILM, CAT'S EYE TV SHOW THEME, ARCHIE CARTOON "VERONICA WALK", AND LES KANGOO CARTOON. HAWAIIAN SUPER SOUNDS CASSETTE, FM RADIO LYRICAL EXERTS: *NIN - CLOSER & *IGGY POP NIGHTCLUBBING
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01. INTROXOX
02. SUICIDE PRIDE/CATS EYE
03. TIFFANY
04. ROMANS
05. SETTING FIRE TO YR SOX
06. "VERONICA WALK"
07. THERAPY
08. TECHNOIR 
09. MAKE-UP
10. LAUGHING FALCON
11. BETTY'S IDEA
12. **COUNTRY CLUB
13. INLOVS 

RUNTIME: 23:58



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LYRICS:

SUICIDE PRIDE/CATS EYE

IT'S SUICIDE TO LIVE ON PRIDE
DON'T ASK ME HOW 
DON'T ASK ME WHY
TO, 2
KNOW WHEN IT'S TIME
THEY SLIDE BUMP AND GLIDE
CHIP ON THEIR SHOULDERS, SOVL
SIMPLE PLAIN LOOK AT HOW THEY FLY
I-I'M IN THE ART 
THOU ART AUTOBAHN, 
CRUISE CONTROL
RIDE INTO THE SUN
DRINK DEEP TO THE DAWN
THE INTERLOCUTOR CAME BY FOR QUESTIONING
THEY LOOKED AT THE WORLD 
AND KNEW A SONOROUS WORD SPOKE
THEY DID AND DO WHAT IS TOLD
THE ISSUE LEFT, 
LEAF-LET WAS PACKAGED IN A FOLD
THEY DO AND DID WHAT WAS TOLD
_I-I AM THE GENETIC CHIP
THIS IS THE MICROCOSM
LET ME SHOW YOU THIS
LEMME SHOW YOU THE LIVING ORGANISM
DID IT DID IT DID IT CLICK, 
YET
IT'S SUICIDE TO LIVE IN PRIDE
DON'T ASK ME HOW, DON'T ASK ME JUST YET


ROMANS

I LIVE WITH THE ROMANS
I LIVE AMONGST THE CHRISTIANS
I LIVE AMONGST THE SATANISTS
I LIVE AMONGST THE ATHEISTS
I LIVE AMONGST THE
THE ARTISTS
THE INTERNET
THE INFLUENCERS
NEW JERSEY
SABRINA CARTER
IT'S SABRINA CARPENTER YEAH
THE INCELS, FEMCELS,
MOIDS, FOIDS, VOIDS, ZOIDS
ZOINKS
INLOVS


SETTING FIRE TO YR SOX

CASTING A THIEVISH GLANCE
FROM AND BY A WINDOW
CLOSING AND OPENING, 
A POP-UP SHOW
I'VE RUN OUT OF FINGERS AND TOES
TO COUNT ALL THE BIRTHDAYS I'VE SPENT ALONE
NOBODY CARES SO HOLD IN YR TEARS,
BUT DON'T CRY FOR ME, ARGENTINIA 
WELL ENOUGH TO LEAVE THIS ONE ALONE, HUH
ALONE, FACE-2-FACE, SPEAKS 2 U, YEAH
AND YET IT ISN'T SO-EH
CLIMB A MOUNTAIN WHISPER INTO A TREE, YEAH
SECRETS NOT EVEN THE PHONE KNOWS, HUH
HERE I'M THINKING IT WAS SO OBVIOUS, DUH
CRISS-CROSSING DIMENSIONS SCATTERING RAINDROPS
UNDER UMBRELLA, STILL WET, KNOCK OFF YR SOX
WHILE THEY'RE DAMP, I'M STILL GONNA SEX,
SETTING FIRE TO YR SOX,
I TRIED BUT ALL I EVER KNEW
WAS HOW TO BE
ALONE IN THIS BOX
THROUGH IT ALL I'M PRETTY FUCKING POSITIVE
THAT THIS IS THE WAY
2 GET THRU 2 U
SETTING FIRE TO YR SOX


THERAPY

SIT ON MY COUCH PUT YOUR FEET UP 
AND SIT ON MY COUCH 
REST YOUR HEAD
CLOSE YOUR EYES XOX
TELL ME EVERYTHING THAT IS ON YOUR MIND
SHE NEVER TOLD ME SHE WAS INTO THE-RAPY
SHE NEVER TOLD ME SHE WAS INTO THE-RAPY
SHE'S GOT A THE-RAPIST
Hmmmm-Hmmm-UH-HUH-YEAH
WE'RE ON THE CLOCK
SHOW UP ON TIME  HUH GIMMEE YOUR MONEY OK
CLICK WE ARE ON THE CLOCK
AGAIN HAVE A REST ON THE COUCH PUT YOUR FEET UP 
REST YOUR HEAD ON A PILLOW AND TELL ME 
EVERYTHING I'M GOING TO LISTEN

SHE HAS A THE_RAPY, RAPE-AH-REE, RAPIERE, THE RAPE THE RAPE THERPAY
THE RAPEY 
THERPY 

LAUGHING FALCON

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COUNTRY CLUB

LET'S GO TO THE COUNTRY CLUB
I GOT NO MEMBERSHIP,
BUT THE GOLF COURSE IS SO BIG THAT
SECURITY CAN'T FIND ME
WITH ALL THEIR SPOTLIGHTS BREAKING DAYLIGHT
I GO TO THE COUNTRY CLUB FOR SILENCE
AND WHEN IT'S DARK, PEOPLE CALL IT QUITS
TV DINNERS WATCHING SOMEONE TAKE THE PISS
I AIN'T GOT NO MEMBERSHIP THERE AT THE COUNTRY CLUB
BUT IF YOU GOT THE TIME, I WOULD LOVE TO SHOW YOU
ALL THE BEST HIDDEN SPOTS
EVERYONE IS A MEMBER REMEMBER EVERYONE IS A MEMBER
EVERYONE IS A MEMBER BUT ME
I'M A MEMBER WHEN IT'S CLOSING TIME
I'M NOT CLUBBING WE'RE NOT CLUBBING
I WANNA FUCK YOU LIKE AN ANIMAL
I WANNA FEEL YOUR INSIDES
ROUGH ON THE GULF COURSE
I WANNA BOINK YOU LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW
I NEED ALL YR PAIN AND ALL YR SORROW
I WANNA ROMANTICALLY FUCK YOU LIKE AN ANIMAL
IT-IT
INLOV





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Tuesday, June 3, 2025

[#DESPISE_THE_WORLD-XOX]_"PiNkAlbUM"_DTWXOX_(#29thmatch)


THE PINK ALBUM DTWXOX#29 [DESPISE THE WORLD XOX]

#minimalsynth #PinkAlbum #iveheardbettermuzak #PinkSalt #CyberNewJerseyPunkUnderground 
#freakfolk #industrial #terriblemusic #despisetheworldxox #pinknoise #Saxanathegirlonabroomstick #Submissivetradwife #Dada #Readymade #strawberryalarmclock
#psychedelic #nottryhardcore #mumblecore #electronicafolk #MicroKorg #TD-3AM
#Despisethealgorithm #pinkalgorithm #thereisnoalgorithmhere #bathtubcore
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RECORDED ON KYOCERA FLIP-PHONE IN BATHTUB AND MIXED MAY-JUNE 2025
FIELD RECORDINGS: BUSHKILL FALLS, WINDCHIMES WITH NEPHEW
SAMPLES: 
"Incense And Peppermints" By Strawberry Alarm Clock 7" (1967)
Fast Times/ Tear It Up 7"
"Saxana, The Czechoslovak Witch" (1972)
"Twin Peaks The Return" Bonus Material (2017)
D. Scarlatti, 30 Sonatas: Hedi Salanki, harpsichord 
Exert from Broadcast on "Gangstalking" (YT)
"Mississippi Murderer" By Amboy Dukes 7" (1968)

INSTRUMENTS:
TD-3 AM, MicroKorg, Casio, Electric Guitar, Google AI Lady, Aluminum Foil, Free Online Drum Machine,  Windchimes, Bathtub

ALL LYRICS BY JL *EXCEPET LYRIC EXERT FROM *LORD ALFRED TENNYSON "THE HOLY GRAIL"
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A PINK ALBUM
Himalayan Strawberry Pink Salt Alarm Clock
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/TRACKLIST/
1. IT IS PINK AND HELL IS HOT
2. The Chimes Are A Changin'_beat@Trails_End
3. Cruise With Captain Of What Praytell 
4. LYNCHED_@Bushkill-Falls
5. SUBMISSIVE_TRAD-WHORE_WIFE_PROMQUEEN
6. SAXANA, the Czechoslovak Witch_@Bushkill-Falls
7. READY-MADE
8. Com Inside You And Not Pull Out
9. le Bathtub Epoch: Engagement In Three Parts
10. "Holy Grail"

RUNTIME: 20:20


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Monday, May 12, 2025

DTWXOX_[DESPISE-THE-WORLD-XOX_28TH] "VIBGYOR ETERNITY BEYOND ROOM & R U N E" (*FULL ALBUM*)


DTWXOX_WHITE LIGHT BEYOND THE ETERNITY OF A WINDOW/ROOM (28TH)
(*FULL ALBUM*)
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/RECORDED ON KYOCERA FLIP-PHONE AND MIXED DURING MAY 2025/
/INSTRUMENTS/
/MAGNET, ELECTRIC-GUITAR, FLUTE, ONLINE DRUM MACHINE, TD-3 A BASS SYNTH, MICROKORG, CASIO, SCISSORS, CHURCH BELL, PANASONIC CD PLAYER, VINYL 45'S SCRATCHED ON SUITCASE TURNTABLE, AM/FM RADIO, NOTEBOOK, LAPTOP, THE AIR, COFFEE CANS, BLOCKS OF WOOD, SHAKER / 
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/SAMPLES/
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CaPn'Jazz - "IN THE CLEAR" CD 
DEAD OR ALIVE - "MISTY CIRCLES" 7"
EXERT FROM RICHARD WAGNER - DAS RHEINGOLD - KARL BOHM CD
INLAND EMPIRE DVD
FAMOUS INTERVIEW ON BUILDING A TIME MACHINE (YOUTUBE)
CRYSTAL GAYLE - "READY FOR THE TIMES TO GET BETTER" (ART BELL MIDNIGHT IN THE DESERT, YOUTUBE)
SYLVIA PLATH READING HER POEM "STOPPED DEAD" (YOUTUBE)
RANDOM FM RADIO BROADCASTS
THE BOB CREWE GENERATION - "GIRLS ON THE ROCKS "
RADIO BROADCAST PLAY FROM LATE 50'S CS
THE DRIFTERS - "OH MY LOVE" 7"
SOUNDS OF HAWAII CS
PAULA ABDUL - "STRAIGHT UP" 7"



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/LYRICS/

                           APOCALYPSE DREAM
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
The room was busy it was moving, claustrophobic, so busy
I was in bed, 
And I can't recall,
If there was a lady beside me,
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
Her hair was rustled on my shoulder?
I looked out the screen window, through a narrow doorway-
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
There! Was a reflection, couldn't tell if it 
was it inside or outside or inside,
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
A bright red-giant,
Bold crash of lightning 
Straight down the middle
Coming from an black abyss sea,
(*"AND I'M READY FOR")
IN The reflecting screen, like-
A tiny Cathode TV Ray
...one of those old models MAYBE from like the 50's, idk
The shine of the display,
Red dawn golden medium,
Then static fizzing-ssss-buzzzing-fizzing,
Was It a dream? It was a dream

She did GET the dream logic.

LIGHT
OH HOW I CAN MAKE IT-OW HOW IT BLINDED THEIR EYES
(*BELL CLANG*)
THE WHITE LIGHT

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*COLD-WAVE-LUV (46/69 LOVE POEMS)
Poem By John Lenmesin 

plaisir d’amour
i feel it through my clothes
long bone nose
anywhere the wind chill goes
smells like a program
i suppose

Belle, tis beat’s locked up in my castle
polyrhythmic drums cymbals
toroidal fields like pebbles skip to synths
rays in unison cold wave luv

cray the ripples, i hear the lake,
zonal flash sets the sun as crows murder in silence
the statues are not the same
a new desire, anew flame, the sensation’s
up to our black turtlenecks (*thumb snaps*)
faces spaced in fascinations
wading was slow, glass reflects
the lake was so loud,
wasn’t it, 
still as a cold wave, luv

i’m, i luv Asylum Party,
was i here really,
the solitude is in the leaves, memory’s potion
the bright side slides into motion,
an attitude thrills, steals, and kills
on a cold wave, luv

i’m, i like the bass
webs together the frame
it is like a dive deep with the voice
of any given name
band the leaves still of waves, refrain
ban the leaves still of waves
refrain, t’was a cold wave luv, refrain
i'm, felt like i killed the grace
cold wave luv
cold wave luv
cold wave luv

*POEM COLD WAVE LUV (originally appeared @):
https://allpoetry.com/poem/14151257-46.-cold-wave--46-69-Love-Poems--by-John-Lenmesin/
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"TWO PEOPLE IN A ROOM"
Living in a room, 
Sharing a room together
JUST US,
Sharing the same place
Simaltaneously located to-gether,
Vocalization
The dialogue, you know
NOT EVEN MOVING EACH OTHERS OUR MOUTHS NOT MOVING, ya know
PSYCHIC talks-
Aware of discursive thought
A room with two people,
A room to people,
Two people in a room,
Two people moving in a room,
Two people who by solitude-
Two people who by attitude-
(Too Two To Divine/Divide/Divine)
Two people in a room,
Being each others MYST-
The Mysteries of two people in a room,
To People In A Room
Two People In A Room

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Monday, April 14, 2025

BLACK ALBUM

 THE BLACK ALBUM








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RECORDED ON KYOCERA FLIP-PHONE & ANDROID LG, PANASONIC TAPE MACHINE, AND MIXED EARLY APRIL, c. 2025


INSTRUMENTS: SUITCASE TURNTABLE SPINNING "45 VINYLS w/ Spindle Adapter, ELECTIRC GUITAR, MICROKORG, CHEAP CASIO, TD-3AM BASS SYNTH, ACOUSTIC GUITAR, POWER DRILL, CHURCH BELL, POCKET RADIO FM, BROKEN PANASONIC TAPE MACHINE, VHS/DVD PLAYER, SHURE MICROPHONE, TWO AMPS, BOOMBOX, THE AIR, WIFI, CREAKY FLOOR

"NEEDLEPOINT" POEM BY JOHN LENMESIN

SAMPLES:  
"THE NEW ADVENTURES OF ROBIN HOOD "THE LEGION"
SAM THE SHAM AND THE PHARAOHS - "JU JU HAND" 45
TWIN PEAKS 
BOYD RICE INTERVIEW BY DOUGLAS LUCAS = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCQnF-ssIQM
DTWXOX_27 FILTERED THROUGH RADIO TRANSIMISSION, CS RECORDED ON SPED UP ON PANASONIC TAPE MACHINE
BOBBY SHERMAN - "TIME" 45
ROYAL TWIN IFS = https://youtu.be/EjjJQbbsv48
THE PLUNGER SISTERS - EP = https://youtu.be/8zMROCVup7Q
ALICE IN CHAINS - "SLUDGE FACTORY"
JOAN JETT & THE BLACKHEARTS - "YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT" 45
TWIN PEAKS : THE RETURN
GORDON LIGHTFOOT - "SUNDOWN" 45
MEME = https://www.tiktok.com/@dobrafaza/video/7437151747241512214


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/TRACKLIST/
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/ BLACK ALBUM INTRO ALLIGATOR KLAW & GOOFER DUST /
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//// UNTITLED 2 & UNTITLED 4 ////
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///// TIME ALONE /////
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////// ALAN //////
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/////// GRUNGE INDUSTRIAL POP ROCK SCREWED AND CHOPPED ///////
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NEEDLEPOINT POEM 
link: https://allpoetry.com/poem/14726255-needlepoint-by-John-Lenmesin

(a poem)
needlepoint
swash swishy sounds
pure contralto

in the sword of orion
hit by a fat rockchuck
marmots reg ala comments
contest ribbon blew bridges
spirals irregular elliptical
abiding windows’ comets

c’rash lay froth fray
bode prose inlay
dualonadune
coil of its huge arms
generally assume

illusionary interconnections
provided subject to same conclusion

needlepoint
com ev’ry observational setting
vast berry expanding mt. haymaker crab nebula
furtively peeping

thru holes ov railroads
underground siamese n celestial eyes
sea at helm getty stripper
hubble fainter than the sun’s
j’pegs sin immense whirlpools of fire
track city confirm’d case
squat, wet, and compact
slowly circle a’round beautiful pretty well ta me
n thy

needlepoint
thine gamut imperishable stone fortresses
a trough brilliant blue supergiants
duneaduelon
kick over stand o’er
in epicanthic fold
blinks in tread wood-drake
blinks out scares wood-duck
my still as scenic saw blunt edging
purpose for green as green as muck

yet pretty trills unta me
such a heaves w/ harpoon on lance jackdaw
resolved stars so what’s more
M 33 what was more
so true know rue supernova
faint novae in supposed nebula
macroscope aulos polars aurora

my tinted windows mag block swags
containing faint nebula
apparent brightness hands at altar
turning up five or more
thumb stunt instruments
diamond on bpms
laura dern modern
material pinky

wing'd purposes
needlepoint
in extremities focus
mare shames in violet
win pure led doe metal point
bevy a gode locals
only here bi

cyclic refute a historic wrangle ensued
momentous resulted locusts

com mantende faint nebulas
a cure fore thine
needlepoint





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DTWXOX

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